My son Edgar left us 3 years ago at 21 yrs. old. I have been through all of the phases, I am a counselor, but in your heart, it does not matter what you are, there is a piece missing. What I can say, is that the Lord has got me through the dark tunnel, I begin to see the light.
I am currently a speaker as well as a school administrator, and every opportunity that I can get to help others, I do.
God Bless Everyone going through this, but I can tell you this much, if you are not a believer become one. He is the only answer.
The holidays are difficult, but I tell myself, "Every day is one day closer to my child". Others need us here on earth, and our mission is not over.
God Bless You All!
O. Martinez