Hi, howz it going kinda new to this sort of thing, I just want to talk to people who know what its like to lose someone so close. My mum died just over two years ago heart disease that we never new of so her death was sudden.and then my brother died just 6months ago his death was sudden as well he was only 25 a week before his 26th Birthday. he may well have been murdered but we have to wait n' see what the post-motem says. so my life is just shattered i try hard to be stroong for the sake of my 13 year old sister which i take care of 24/7.